By The River

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Adrienne

It was favorite hehe. Something reminded me of it just now. It so reminded me of the old time hehe with friends back home. Well, someone needs to listen to it.



I've been thinking about you, my love
And all the crazy things that you put me through
Now I'm coming around, Throwing it back to you
Were you thinking of me when you kissed him
Could you taste me when you licked his skin
All the while I showerd you with trust and promises
What I'm needing now is some sweet revenge
To get back all that I lost then
I gave you all I had to give, but I could never reach you

Chorus :
Oh, Adrienne, I thought I knew you
Once again, you used me, used me
Adrienne, I should have left you
Long before you used me, Used me up

Spent my money, drove my car
I treated you like a shining star
But in my sky all burnt out you are
And I'll have the last laugh, when I see you walking with
some other guy
'Cause I know you're gonna end up all alone
So take these words, some good advice
All you've done's gonna come back twice
You never cared how much it hurt, I really need to tell you

Chorus

What I'm needing now is some sweet revenge
To get back all that I lost then.
I gave you all that I had to give, but I could never reach you

Chorus
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Spiky Thingy

Saw this baby hedgehog in the backyard.

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Everybody Like To Be Cared & Heard

I think, not just me, everyone wants to feel cared and heard all the time especially from the one you love. What good is love when you don't care about each other and importantly when you are away from each other. Take an hour each day to show the one you love that you care won't take all of your time and space. Saying you're busy is such a lame excuse. Even 10 minutes or so each day will do to show that you are really there for him, to show that you think about him every single day. Saying that you care alone is not enough because people care about actions not the words. Have you ever heard of a song called "more than words"? Anyone can say anything but doing it makes the impact. The same as friends. You can tell which one is your true friend only when you're in trouble as in for lovers when they are away from each other.

Quotes of the days:
- "You don't know what you've got until it's gone"
- "Everything has its limit"
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Kmean Plouv

I think this is my fav song at the moment coz maybe it suits my mood.


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Smoke

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Camping

Below are some of the photos taken during my camping trip with my friends.

Huka fall

Our tent

Me in front of the motel in Turangi

Flowers at the motel

Kayaking for the first time

Wellington cable car

Flowers in the bush

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Wrap-up

This year is coming to an end and soon the new year will soon begin. it's time to wrap things up. This year has been great even though the first semester I was in a depression mode and the last 2 months I've been having too many problems. However, I've been living my life to the fullest and learned so many things. This year I've been good and all I want for the new year is a nice fine and CARING lady and a good job. I also take this opportunity to show my gratitude to some people whom I find significant in this year. First of all, to my Cambodian mate Itt. He's a never-say-no friend. Thanks for being so helpful. And then thanks to bong sang for showing me how to be strong and positive. He's very confident and open-minded. When it comes to computer stuff, most of the questions can be answered by Kenno. Not just that, lately he could give me solutions to some life problems too and it worked. And then Kaly, you're so nice to me after all the mean things I've done to you. I can say that you're my best female friend ever. Being the slowest person in the world doesn't degrade your personality Girish. Thanks for the adivces you have given me. Well, to this girl Ada. Even though we've known each other for a month something but she's really been so helpful and caring to me. Thanks for helping me to solve some of the problems I had lately. Joseph, have I told you that you're the most fun person to hang out with? It's been really fun to hang out with you bro. Jolie Jolie I never thought you were such a clubbing person hehe and yeah thank you for sharing the fun with us and sorry for the inconveniences I've made. This one to Danung, thanks for making me feel special. That's really been nice of you. And to Man Moi for sharing your own experience. The last but not least, I'd like to thank my best friend Vireak. Thanks for keeping in touch and keeping our friendship. I wish you were here so that we could hang out again.

Alrighty, I wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New!!!


This is my favorite Christmas song, "Last Christmas", for this year.
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Cute White Stuffz

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Hottest of The Year

It's the first time I'm blogging about celebrities. For these 2 ladies I couldn't help admiring them for the fact that they really take my breath away every time I see them tv ;) Maybe they're not the hottest for everyone but they already have my vote.

Hotty with a mean voice. [pic source]

She looks best in "Malena". [pic source]

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Christmas Dinner Party

Finally decided to join a Christmas dinner party with my colleagues from Bisco at Nick's house. We were supposed to get to the place earlier but Joe's idea was to take a shortcut but ended up taking more time as usual lolz. We started with some drink from juice to wine and followed by a big meal and finished by pavlova and more drink. Yesss finally I got to try pavlova after almost 4 years in New Zealand.

[Click to enlarge] Some of Bisco team - Danung (position?), Chris (researcher), Jolie (Graphic Design), and me

Nick's baby Loyal

Pavlova with ice-cream and strawberries

Random plant :)

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Layers

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Another Rotorua Trip

Waken up by a phone call from Itt, my Cambodian mate, he asked me to join the trip to Rotorau as we planned in a week before but I didn't feel like want to go at first because I was drunk the day before and other things as well but finally I was convinced . We six people were headed to Rotorua at about 10am. It was just a one day trip so it was quite late and I didn't think I would be fun. We arrived there and the first place we went to was a Lake, I don't know what it's called. Since it's short trip we couldn't do anything much. So we decided just to have paddle boat race. It was killing our legs but it was so fun hehe. And then we went to a park and there was a museum but we didn't go in anyway just walked around in the park. After that, we got to Polynesian spa but man there was a lot people there, tourists actually. The spa was crowded by people. Everyone of us was so hungry after that so we dropped by a Korean restaurant but the first idea was fast food. The food was really nice. It's maybe first best Korean restaurant I've ever been to or maybe I was just too hungry. And the last place was natural thermal area where they have boiling mud and it's smoking in the ground. After all it was such a fun trip. Actually there are so many things to do and places to say. So I want to go again but I gotta save some money first :)

Paddle boat (this one is for kids)

Pony ride

Museum

Forgot to read the stone so I don't know who is it

Just another rose garden

Natural thermal area

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Bad Luck is The Beginning of Good Luck

I was stressed out by my passport thingy for a few hours in the morning but then I got cheered up by my colleague Ada. Thanks to her for cheering me up and for the some inspirational advices :) and also for making sure that I didn't go back to think about that passport thingy again for the whole day. At lunch time, we all the colleagues excepts the boss went out for lunch in Vietnamese restaurant. And at dinner we went out together again this time we went to Chinese restaurant and the food was really nice I couldn't help gobbling the food hehe. The funniest thing was 2 of the guys looked so nervous because one is Indian guy he never wanted to tried anything new apart from curry and the other is Taiwanese, Joseph, he couldn't take spicy food and we ordered spicy ones and that was Ada's plan to make fun of Joe. That's kinda mean but I know he didn't mind. They were like they were gonna go for exam or something lolz. Oh just after the dinner, we got to see the Santa Parade in the area. We didn't know about that but we just came in the right time. After that, we went off to a pub for some drinks for a few hours more and the last thing was playing pool in the city. It's such a fun day but yeah there was a few things I that I realize now that I shouldn't have done. Sometimes you don't know what are you doing until you come back to yourself and think back to what you have done but well it's over now so I'll try not to do the same mistakes again. G'nite everyone.
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DLD667

Just wanna say this is the nite :) I just got home from drinking with my Cambodian dudes, Itt, bong Sang, and others. I know i should hit the bed now but nah it's worth bloggin' first aye. After along time we drank together and a week of being vegetarian, I ate meat like a wild dog. I planned to go vegetarian for 2 weeks actually but everything didn't seem encouraging because I had to eat subway everyday, vege delight, and there was no other choice :( After drinking like 3 liters of Jim Beam we were headed to the city for supper while some wanted to go to UpTown hehe but managed to go to Mandarin Seafood restaurant. The driver, Itt, drove like we were in a race or something, made a few handbrakes and I was like coool but they said I was scared maybe because I was focusing on something and it made me look like I was paranoid about the driving but no hehe. We drove back to the place we drank and I got my car driving back home. On the way, I wished I had 2 pieces of sticky tape that could hold my upper eyelids open but yeah finally i'm back home safe and blogging. We had a few arguments while we were drinking but it was good to talk things out and say sorry for the inconvenience we made. The best things was giving each other hugs after arguing and the sorrow and pain were washed away after all. Ok, I still have work tomorrow. It's time now so yeah good nite everyone, sweet dream!!!
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Update

Where to start? Umm... well the most visible thing is the hostel is so darn quiet and dead. I hardly see other people except my 4 flatmates and most of the time is Girishee. I just made another attempt to stop smoking again and try to cut down on drinking as well. I know it's not a good time of the year to take that actions but if we wanna do something the right time to do it is now, right now. Hopefully it works for the smoking but not for the drinking because lately I've been going out with my colleagues quite a lot and it's all about drinking.

It's like this all day long

Almost-empty carpark

Girshee greets me with Haka

For the closing of the post, I'd like to put this song on "Besame Mucho", means "kiss me a lot" by Andrea Bocelli. It's been my favorite song since the beginning of the second semester of this year.

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New Place

The picture below is my new bedroom. It doesn't look different from my previous though, just the position of the bed. I went through one night already and it was a sleepless night. I don't know whether it was because of a new place or the sound of snoring from both sides of the walls. One of my next is a girl and another one is a guy, of course the guy is much louder hehe. I used my ear-plugs but it couldn't help much heheh. I decided to chat to some friends (still had my ear-plugs on) and went back to bed around 3am and finally fell asleep after about half an hour.

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Moved

I've just moved out to a new apartment but not to somewhere far away. It's just a few blocks away from the old one. It took me the whole morning to move out and also clean the apartment since there were 5 people were staying but there were only 2 people did the cleaning I guess that explains a lot but the worst part is not about the cleaning and moving, it is because I got emotional just before moving out :( It would have been better if I moved to Cambodia but this case is like I moved from my second home to a new home. The reason because I have been staying there for 3 years now. And there's a lot of memory in it. Even now as I'm typing I started to feel uncomfortable again.
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Just A Thought

Let imagine this person loves you so much and you are two in a relationship. He sacrifices everything for you, his time and his energy. He loves no one but you, he thinks about you every minute and he prays for you. He spends his all his years waiting for no one or nothing but you and he is always be there when you need him or when you are down. But you know how it feels like for him if you cheat on him? I know you might not know that feeling because you are not a victim.

If you can't visualize it in your head, try the other way around. Close your eyes and imagine if you love this person so much. He means the world to you. You forget and forgive how bad he has done to you, you sincerely appreciate everything he does for you and you are about to risk everything for him and one day you find him cheating behind your back. How would you feel about it? Hurtful?

If you are about to play or have played this game with someone who loves you, please think about it again because in the end when your colorful shell cracks and falls down that's when everyone turns away, he/she is the only one who will embrace you with love and compassion till forever.
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From My Window

In response to Waz's post, I've just posted 3 photos (below) taken from my window.




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